feelings
Saturday, March 27, 2010
27th March 2010..Last post on 23rd Jan. Pretty long right? Hahaha. Sorry to keep you guys waiting but, I was just too lazy to blog. Didn't have the time either. RCC was such a killer. Been through quite abit and theres still more to come. I will persevere!! Just hope "Ex Summex" will be smooth sailing for my team.
These few months in RCC really made me realise how terrible backstabbing can get. I've really seen the ugly side of people. I think I am kind of influenced by it. I start to draw lines. Hate people. Sometimes I feel bad but I can't help it but be that way. Someone save me pretty please?
Oh well.
My birthday is coming soon. My grand 21st. But I am not making it a big HOO HAA! I don't like getting into the limelight and getting all the attention. Its just so not me. I hope I will enjoy myself. I hope. My mood is just not stable for the past few days, and the thing is, I don't even know why I am being like that. Everything just sucks.
Pathetic, human nature.