time to update
Monday, May 28, 2007
28th MaY 2007...Its been one week plus since I update. I would like to thank those people who are still tagging at my tagboard. Thanks for keeping my blog alive. People are nagging me at me to update. But I really don't know what to update about. Its 26 more days to sydney. I am super stress. I can't seem to play that song well. Its making me super demoralised. I want to practice on it. But the moment I sit down, I can feel the stress and its seriously making me have the thought to give up. Have been playing that song for almost one year already and yet I still can't master it. It really make me feel useless and hopeless. Its really driving me to the edge. Practices are so intense right now till I can hardly breathe. I want to improve. But I don't seem to have the motivation. I can see really see where I stand now. At nowhere, perhaps a bottomless pit. Even at this point in time I am still wondering if its worth it. I know its my passion. But its seems to be taking control over my life. I am losing control over my own life. I really need a break from everything. I don't want to waste my time and effort in things I know I can't achieve. You all can say what you want. I don't want to make any comments about it anymore. I had enough. I really had enough. { 11:22 PM }
interesting.
Thursday, May 17, 2007
17th May 2007...ROMANCE MATHEMATICS:Smart man + smart woman = romanceSmart man + dumb woman = affairDumb man + smart woman = marriageDumb man + dumb woman = pregnancyOFFICE ARITHMETIC:Smart boss + smart employee = profitSmart boss + dumb employee = productionDumb boss + smart employee = promotionDumb boss + dumb employee = overtimeSHOPPING MATH:A man will pay $2 for a $1 item he needs.A woman will pay $1 for a $2 item that she doesn't need.GENERAL EQUATIONS & STATISTICS:A woman worries about the future until she gets a husband.A man never worries about the future until he gets a wife.A successful man is one who makes more money than his wife can spend.A successful woman is one who can find such a man.HAPPINESSTo be happy with a man, you must understand him a lot and love him a little.To be happy with a woman, you must love her a lot and not try to understand her at all.PROPENSITY TO CHANGEA woman marries a man expecting he will change,but he doesn't.A man marries a woman expecting that she won'tchange, and she does.DISCUSSION TECHNIQUEA woman has the last word in any argument.Anything a man says after that is the beginning of a new argument.INTERESTING AINT IT. Took it form javier's blog. { 10:05 PM }
sacrifices and lies
Sunday, May 06, 2007
6th MaY 2007..First of all, would like to wish WEILIN HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!! Will pass u present soon. Today I learn something today, its sacrifices. Everyone has to make sacrifices in life. And now, its my turn. First of all, I dont know whether you are lying anot. Because if you are, then I got nothing to say to you. I believe that being able to adapt to situations helps people to achieve a more than just plain success. I hope I can make it too. Sacrifices are made through time that involves brainstorming. Since I have made my decision I will live with it. To raymond, this time let me make the sacrifices. BUDDIES FOR LIFE!{ 11:17 PM }
Im LOUSY
Saturday, May 05, 2007
5th May 2007..
WARNING: TODAY'S POST IS GOING TO BE DEPRESSING.
IF YOU DONT LIKE THIS TYPE OF POST THEN DUN READ!
Doing my reports half way and I came to blog. After a series
of events. I think that I am just plain LOUSY. I am a LOSER. I
feel so inferior. I want to change but its hard to change. Can
anyone tell me what to do. People around me dont seem to
understand me. Am I that hard to understand?? I really feel
depressed. And I mean it. Almost everyday is CO CO CO.
GET OUT OF MY LIFE! I had enough. I really had ENOUGH. I
want no more of CO. I am really tired. But who really
understands the pain I am going through.. I want to let people know how I feel. But the things is I know once I have said it out, people will look at me in a different way which is not very positive. But I cant control how I feel. Everthing thing just seems so wrong. { 12:40 AM }
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29.03.1989
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Molecular Biotech