The beginning of depression
Saturday, January 23, 2010
23rd January 20102010. I do not know whether I still have anything to look forward to. My world seems so distraughted. I am torn into pieces. I am losing my energy. I am falling into a world of darkness. Who can I turn to? Who will be there with a shoulder for me.? Who has a place for me to go to when I need to hide myself away from the world. That wish will never come true.. It has never been there. All hope is lost. Even till this very moment there is nothing. Nothing at all. Acceptance or avoidance. I can't choose. Leave me alone.