rotting at home?!?!?!?!?!
Sunday, February 26, 2006
26th feb 2006...
ok. lets see... let me blog abt yesterdae first. I ROT AT HOME. until the afternoon went out with sis and mum to ps in hoping to buy me a cardigan aniwaes. it was a wasted trip. ard evening, went to my sis frien de condo near our hse to SWIM!!!! its like the last time i swam was like 2-3 yrs ago?? (seriously.. im not joking) and i had 2 times leg cramp in the pool.. it was like omg.. cox i nvr warm up la. i think. haha..... i almost cried and scream rather than call fer help cox the pain was unbearable.. at nite mr ashton ask me out fer a badminton game tomoro. i sae ok. but wanted to play near my hse.. then i remembered hougang sports complex u needa book first but i nvr. so it was a nono. then we decided to go out and watch movie instead n tats all.. LOLs.
ok. todae woke up and.. I WAS ALONE AT HOME COOL MAN.. lols. haha. then i used the com and wase time to get ready and went to meet mr ashton. then went to hougang mall to shop fer.. NTH. then we went to ps fer movie..( PS again.) reach ther i gave mr ashton a choice. either we watch pink panther or final destination 3 which both i watched already.. ( think i too rich??) haha. aniwaes, mr slug choose FD 3... then later insdie the cinema. mr slug was SCARED.. hahahahahahahah.. LOLs. jkjk ( dun be angry).. after the movie mr slug was tramatised ( correct spelling??? ) oh well.. then went to meet his frien working at giodarno. then waited fer his frien cox his frien knocking off. his frien is call?? er... ROY. then took the train home.. on the way mr slug keep on reminding the FD 3 scenerio by telling his frien the content., haha... aniwaes. now at home. jus finish dinner... take care ppl!!! i luv u all.... { 7:52 PM }
fun but weird.
Friday, February 24, 2006
24th feb 2006...
todae wake up and went to meet mr benny and go sentosa... enjoyed ourselves... HE DROP MY SUN TANN OIL INTO THE SEA.. ITS A BEW BOTTLE.. oh well.. nvm.. haha... then mr benny caught one baby crab and it started raining!!!!! haha. then later went to eat sakae. ha. mr benny sure have a huge appetite.. haha then later went to ps to watch final destination 3.. so gross ok.. its like. omg.... haha... hmm after that send mr benny to toa payoh lor. cox his hse ther ma.. he ask me then i be nice send him lor. then later he acc me wait bus to go home..
im feeling weird.. reali weird. dunno wad to sae. the moment he told me tat he was goin out with him. i was like.. having the feeling like swords were stabbed onto my heart. i feel like i was bleeding... haiis... aniwaes i can onli wish u all the best with him... i noe i dun stand any chance. ahaha... so.. oh well.... thers nth i can do.. as long as u ar happy i will be happy.. i decided notto have any relationship liao.. i will control myself. until the dae the perfect one fer me come... my heart shall remain frozen...
gtg to NYP on mon to hand in my certs... haiis.. lazy to make the trip... anione wanna acc me go??
tats all folks~!!! stay tune..
{ 9:37 PM }
ouch
Thursday, February 23, 2006
23rd feb 2006...
thanks to someone. now i have marks on my neck, shoulder and hands. how to go beach and tann tomoro??? wait ppl see all my marks!!!!!!!!!!! argh..... iim goin nuts.!!!!!!!! HELP!!!! aniwaes. so sori to ASHTON AND BEN... sori. i will make time fer u all lah or *thousand apologies* jus finish my dinner... so full.. i have to slim down... get rid of my tummy... im boredd now... haiis....some one help me.. tomoro i make sure i come back with a total diff skin colour. wish me all the best ppl.{ 8:29 PM }
okok todae,,,
Tuesday, February 21, 2006
21st feb 2006...
pass few daes have been at home. but i was being accused as CHEAP?!?!?!?! hmm. tat pissed me off. dun wanna toke much abt it. aniwaes. todae went out with clara. went to watch the pink panther!!!! kinda nice i think.. but not as gd as i thought it was. aniwaes im planning to watch it again... went to eat long john and went arcade!!!! NOE WAD!!! i almost WIN A NOKIA N70 ... SO CLOSE.. 3 times i was so close but i jus missed it. ARGH!!!! so angry.. the arcade auntie was like looking at me like hoping i dun win anything. hahahah.. gonna try my luck again. then after te movie went to watson and buy suntan colling lotion. hahahahahaha LOL. then after that went my hse here to acc clara buy coloured contact lens but in the end onli clara buy. i nvr.. i see the person teach clara how to wear i see liao scare scare.... hahaha.. think next time then i buy la. haha.. then after that acc clara go meet shareen cox its near my hse also then later walk home myself.... haha.. reach home then online lor... haha. wad else. lols. hmm.. im so nervous now... tomoro goin fer interview at NYP for the course i wan. haiis. so scare now lor... dunno wad they ar goin to ask... siigh... can someone acc me tomoro?? im so nervous. think i cannot sleep tonite. HELP!!!!!!! haiis.. haiis... haiis.. haiis... how how how how... aniwaes. wish me luck ppl...
I LUV U.... but................................. i dun dare sae.......... { 9:07 PM }
weird.
Sunday, February 19, 2006
19th feb 2006...
well i feel like blogging abt something special todae. i reali honestly dun noe wad i reali wan. i feel reali lost at times. and is like. no one is ther fer me. i hate being lost in my world. i dun seem to understand myself guess i need someone to appear in my life and bring my out of my pain im goin true. i have to admit one thing though. i reali wan to be loved. ha. i guess its not a crime rite? WADS WRONG WITH ME!!!!! i reali dunno. can someone help me. help me understand myself better?? seeing ppl together kinda makes jealous. but i give them my blessing. haiis. who is the one fer me, i reali wanna noe have been thinking these few daes on wad i wan. but i reali honestly dunno. im in a dilemma. guess my weakest spot is love. haiis; jus cant seem to overcome it. i need help. reali and its urgent. i hate myself honestly. y the ppl i like seem to drift further away from me. while those i hate jus keep pestering me. i reali dunno. sometimes jus feel like ending my life, my life is miserable. YYYYYYYYY????? i wan to noe the answer,i reali wan.i cant seem to handle my own emotion. i need to calm down but i cant. yyyyy??????? who is ther fer me????????? haiis. who can be the one to bring me out of my pain.? honestly? { 12:31 PM }
my ear hole..
Friday, February 17, 2006
17th feb 2006...
ok. todae rot at home in the morning. chat on msn lor. wad else can i do??? haha. then later ard 3 plus went to my hse nearby fix my com. haiis. the on button spoil sia. haha... but now fixed already.
in the morning told yeeling go pierce ear hole togeter. lols. then yeeling sae meet 5 at compass point. later she sae meet 4. but i was like.. -_-''' cannot la. cox im still in the com repair shop ma. then my mum fetch me home and bath and rush out to meet yeeling. yeeling change a singtel mickey mouse edition de handphone so nice.. haha. then later went to yellow and pierce. yeeling pierce her 4th hole on the left which closed already. the i pierce 2 hole on my left year actually not tat pain la still okok lor.
then rush home and went out fer dinner with my sis they all lor. haiis.. tats all fer todae. i wanna be in love. ha. its not despo. but jus hope to see and experience REAL love.{ 9:40 PM }
Tired.
Wednesday, February 15, 2006
15th feb 2006...
todae slack the whole dae in the morning. but was pissed off my my stupid printer. ARGH!!!!! haiis, sickening manx.
then later in the afternoon, went out to meet mr S*ER*IN to play badminton. then play play. see some weird ppl. haha. u sure live iin a weird neighbourhood. no wonder u also weird. aniwaes. ashton is okayys la. reali LAME AND FUNNIE. haha. well my stupid racket cause my hand to turn totally blue, ha so disgusting lor. then jus now mr ben call me to go out on mon. i was like okayys. managed to pick up my niece on time . hahahahahahahahahahahaha.
hmm. well. hope to find my true love soon. oh ya. i applied fer special admission to NYP. aha. hope i can get in la. all the best ppl. BB. miss me yahhs. XD.{ 9:51 PM }
VaLeNtiiNe...
Tuesday, February 14, 2006
14th feb 2006....
happy valentiine to all the couples out ther.. im partially jealous of u all.. haha. aniwaes. now is morning 11.20am. was actually woken up by nadia and ashton's valentine message at 8.40am i think.. haha~ then was home alone. my mum had disappear in the morning and jus came home. LOLS, she claimed she went to market. haha. well . its doesnt concern me ehh. suppose to go out todae to celebrate valentiine with ji jia kai jing and zi yun de. but in the end yi jia and zi yun cannot. then kaijing sae cancel.. siigh.. gonna stay at home liao lor. wad to do.
and i wanna complain something.. campus superstar the HONG YU YANG U SING LIKE SHIT. onli u got many supporter tats y u get in the lor. ADRIANO sing better than u lor. HONG YU YANG IS A FREAK.. i also sing better than u lor. go back scoo study la u. dun shame urself on national television lahhs... one dae im gonna join 'jue dui' superstar.... im gonna show the world and YUYANG'S fan i can sing better than him arhx.. muahahahaha. ( im not BHB ok )...
think im gonna stay at home la.. haiis unless someone calls me out. haha but i hope its u tat call me out. but i think u dunno i like u haha... LOLS. take care guys... post again tonite LOLS.. i cant wait to start poly life~!!!!!!!!!!!!! i think im gonna end up in NP lor. siigh.{ 11:14 AM }
my phone
Sunday, February 12, 2006
11th feb 2006....
w00ts. i bought my phone.. sony ericsson k750i... i nvr buy w800i cox alot ppl got liao.. haha. i wanna be unique. LOLs kinda dumb eh? haha aniwae. decided on the courses i wan haha... dunno wad to write though.. hmm.. ther is this irritating sucker tat called my in the morning. im so pissed with him. aniwaes. i cannot be bothered wiith him hahahahahahaha...
to my babe hidayah :
u can make it. i support. all the best k.. dun be sad, its already over. and ur not outcasted.
to my babe clara :
when u coming back??????? i miss u.
to tat irritating guy:
go get a life. dun come and irritate me further.{ 7:05 PM }
i got my results
Friday, February 10, 2006
10th feb 2006.....
hey i got my results,
english - c6
chinese - a2
e maths -b3
a maths -c6
c.human -b3
p.chem -c6
sci.( b/p) -b3
L1R4 -17
L1R5 -23
LOLs..... haiis.. can sae sad can sae happy. haiis. hope can get into the course i wan.
haiis,...... nth to sae., first time i pass humans and A maths... i pass all my sub~ w00ts. sae cox eng and chem got c6 and e maths got b3. tats all~
{ 6:04 PM }
nervous nervous nervous
Thursday, February 09, 2006
9th feb 2006...
ok tomoro getting back result already. im so scared. is like we studied 4 yrs in sec scoo jus fer this pathetic dae to arrive. but now that it has arrived. im afraid to face it.. [[ how i wish tomoro nvr comes ]].. haiis~ how how how how how... im wish i can do well... reali lor. at least can allow me to got the course that i wan. haiis.. ppl.. pls bless me.. thx alot. i reali need it and hidayah and clara.. share luck la... so bad sia. haha... oh ya.. im sad.... hidayah dun wanna frien me.. LOLs. hahah.. aniwae.. haiis..IM SCARED.for my love life.
valentine dae is coming... i dun wanna spend it alone....... haiis.... siigh~ to MH,, y me??? i still dun get it.. if ur parent allow. i dun mind lor.{ 10:24 AM }
b0redd.
Tuesday, February 07, 2006
6th feb 2006....
todae is my nephew birthdae.. happi birthdae ryan~. lols.. erm. tis few daes kinda bored la. doin nth.. rotting still haha.. oh ya. one thing. i actually no my ex's ex. and we clique along well. ahah... gave me advise abt my ex. haha. yea. thx man. haah. i owe u one ehh.. i mean game la. haha.. c ya soon though. goin out tomoro. lols. but think its gonna be quite boring.
i have decided to move on also lor. u think onli u meh. duh. im gonna find the one fer me, ha~ life goes on.. face it~.. w00ts... im gonna join campus superstar or wadeva one dae~
{ 12:51 PM }
ITS ALL OVER.
Saturday, February 04, 2006
4th feb 2006...
ITS ALL OVER, u started it and ended it. its ur choice. i can onli obliged. i will erase all the memoriesx, i dun wan anything more to do with u. [ 17.01.2006-04.02.2006 ] its all bullshit i guess.. all the promises. but. i do hope u find the one tat u can reali feel the love. if tat is wad u claim. i dun hate u. cox its not worth while. i got better things to do. i actually wanted to sae it to u. but i didnt. but now. i wanted to sae it. u nvr understand my feeling. u tout u were gd to me., but to me. it was nth. u nvr had enuf time fer me. at times i decline ur offer to go out. u noe y. cox u nvr had time fer me. it makes me sick to go out with u. im being blunt but truthful. i would rather go out with my friends rather than u. u onli cared abt ur blog. ur blog is all u need. u need no one. everytime tell me ask me check ur blog. u noe how pissed i am. but i didnt complain. i still check fer u. everytime i meesage u something. i could guess the reply u noe. and u noe wad tat means. ur boring. like usual. i noe i may hurt u with my words. but all those ' love you' 'miss you'.. do they reali make a meaning to u??? i reali dunno. u sae u cannot feel my love fer u. but. i do. and u ask urself. do u noe how much i miis u when u were not ther. u dun noe. dun blame me fer being rude. but i wanna tell u this. go get a life!!
todae wake up early.. haha. ard 10am?? haha then slack at home, waiting fer time to hit noon. anywae. todae went to ngee ann poly open hse. erm. quite okay la. actually suppose to meet at 12 noon, but some crappy things happened.. in the end we all meet together at 1.15pm and i waited fer like 1+ hr.. ngee ann ther not reali organised. but they had tour bus to bring us ard. ther were 12 of us. then at each stop ther were inconsiderate ppl that dun wan to drop at the station to let us board the bus to proceed to other station. so digusted,. then took bus home. reach home jus now at 7pm. actually suppose to go movie but nvr in the end. haha. nvm la. my friends ma. still got chance to go another time. lols. { 8:50 PM }
untitled.
Friday, February 03, 2006
2nd feb 2006...
todae slept until 11.25am.. haha. actually is almost everydae so late lor. haha.. okok.. aniwaes, then jason send me a message asking me whether wanna go watch i not stupid 2 with sotong he and his bro anot?? i sae ok. and they sae meet at 1 at ps. haha. then i was late. but make it on time fer the movie. we bought the 1.25pm show. then i reach abt 1.26pm *gaga* ... haha tat stupid sotong bought salted popcorn then dun wanna eat. me and jason sick no its a nono fer us. then derek bought nacho and hotdog. so cannot eat fer sotong. ha.. poor sotong.~~!!! *gaga**happy*.. the movie was nice.. actually dun support local production. but now. i changed my mine. i find tat local production suits my taste. it reflects wad is happening in almost every household in spore. so., i decide to support local production. *back to the topic* after movie. went home lor. haha. then rot at home.... lols..... tats all fer todae.{ 1:13 PM }
