updates
Saturday, July 28, 2007
28th JuLy 2007..I am here to update once again.
Thursday 26th JuLy:
Had the photoshoot session with some of my cca friends. I enjoyed myself during the photoshoot. But at some times, I feel kind of MIS-USED?? I don't know how to explain.
Friday 27th JuLy:
Woke up at 9 and went to queue for the donuts at city hall outlet. Queued for 2 hours. Bought 24 donuts. Gave some to people and kept the rest to myself. As for the night, went out till around 12 plus midnight? Thank you for accompanying.
Saturday 28th JuLy 2007:
Woke up early in the morning around 6am and left for city hall to take part in the charity walk with sherry and haida and sherry's church friends. I was kind of reluctant to go at first as it was early. But since its for charity so I don't mind. Walked from 8am to around 11 plus am. Hope I shed some calories. After that went compass to eat with haida cause I got abit hungry and went home. Washed shoes, bathe and BABOOM; flat on the bed. Later in the night at 8pm, Andrew and Ben came over to rot for a while.
And now I am here typing this post, I suddenly feel kind of lost. What do I want? What are the reasons for some of my actions. I really can't figure out what do I want to do with my life. I am just like a routine-dead person carrying out what I am suppose to do and nothing else. Life is never as satifisied as before. Things have changed. I have to adapt. I have to prevail. But all that is happening now is falling vulnerably into the trap of darkness. I am negative. YES I AM AND I DON'Y DENY. Thats shall be all for today. Will update again if I feel better.. Will that day ever come? No one knows, not even myself.