Goodbye for now.
Thursday, June 11, 2009
11th June 2009...
The clock struck-ed 12 midnight and its June 11th . This day has finally arrived. June 11th, my enlistment date. I can't seem to get to sleep. Still all panicky and stuff. Sweating. (Cold sweat) Super worried about my army life. I will try to stay positive and have the don't give up attitude. A big thank you to those that sms me and talk to me on msn. Really appreciated. I am already botak, because Xing Er and Liyi accompanied me to the salon. Thank you Xing Er for the filling and yummy lunch treat. I am trying very hard to relax now. I really am. But I just can't seem to do it. How I wish I can pack a few friends into my bag and bring them along. Oh well, just hope everything will go well. Confinement for 2 weeks. Means I will be out around end of June or early July. Looking forward to seeing everyone soon! See you all in 2 weeks time!
p.s Pray for me I'll be safe. I need strength.
{ 12:01 AM }
Dreadful
Monday, June 08, 2009
8th June 2009...
Went for Sakae tea time buffet today with James, Yap ben, Angie and Jason. Ate alot I guessed. Pretty much bloated. Been eating alot and not exercising. Mj at my house after that. Not really into the mood of playing. Rather upset with enlistment.
Oh well, meeting Sabrina and some other ex-colleagues for dinner tomorrow. Its been super long since I last saw them, which was in August I think. =x I really missed Sabrina alot! Hope its a fun dinner session.
Days past by just so fast. Almost like an wink from an eye. Heard so much recently and I am just dreadful that the day is approaching. I am freaking out so much at this point of time. It seems that I am really not ready yet. I just can't help but worry. Insomnia, coughing has been going for as long as 2 weeks and sad to say, its not getting any better. Can some one come to my house and help me pack the stuffs. It feels like I am not ready or I am getting the feeling that I am missing out on some things. How? I really wished that there was no such thing as NS. Or rather, I am not a Singaporean. Such a pain in the ass.
p.s Please pray hard for me that I will be fine.
{ 11:51 PM }