Confession
Sunday, May 24, 2009
24th May 2009....I guess everyone should grow along the way of life. We have to independent and know what we are doing. Its been so long, and finally I am going to face it. I am seriously tired, if you know what I meant. I want to get it over and done with. I do not care how others are going to look at me. I know what I want and I will follow my heart. People can talk about the issue behind my back but I am not going to give it a damn. Its not worth my time. I've got better things to do. I don't want to cheat myself anymore. I am losing it. All those sweet nothings, I guess its really sweet nothings. Time is factor to change? I do not know how much time do I have to spare. All I can say is be independent? Thats life? I especially hate it when people make assumption at me and I myself making that mistake on others too. Its just so not right. I hate the situation I am in now. At times I just feel that I can trust no one. YES, you got that right. NO ONE. So be it. Its a realistic world isn't it? I am better off alone I guess.
I feel suffocated.
I find it irritating.
I had enough.
I want to break free.
I want to live my own life.
I want to let go.
Let me go.
p.s There is no point. I've lost it. Time for you to grow up.