Ending my day PISSED.
Wednesday, July 30, 2008
30th July 2008....Got no time to blog in office so thats why I am blogging now. Have to be consistent to claim my reward! DETERMINATION. Today was practically work work work work work and more work. Thought of going back to school but decided not to when my work ended at 8pm. And I heard many people not going today due to assignments. See how hectic studying and working life are in singapore. Just really gives me the creap. I don't want to step into the society (I am dreaming when typing this sentence). I think I will end up being crushed by politicians and laws of Singapore. Living in Singapore is tough man. No wonder the immigration rates are increasing. ( I am not trying to go into politics ok!) Enough. I've side track too much. Back to topic.. URGH. So I decided to go home. Do not feel like talking much now. Just pissed. ULTIMATE. So what if you are my mum. Manners come first. PISSSSSSEEEEDDDDDDD! I am ANGRY. YES I AM.Labels: KFC variety meal.
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what a day.
Monday, July 28, 2008
28th July 2008..Hello people. Welcome to my 8th consistent post. :) So proud of myself that I can sustain blogging for so long everyday. Morning just came to work as usual. Was abit naughty today. Did not went to meet my supervisor despite the fact he wants to meet me. And I went for a 3 hr plus lunch :) Reason being Sabrina needs to go for a medical check up for her new job and hence drag me and michelle and darren along. All the way to Jurong point for check up and lunch. Let me side track abit. I am really "SUA KU" cause I did not go to Jurong point before and so I was abit blur. Waited around 40 mins for sabrina's check up and she went in for 1 min and 59 seconds and she came out and its done. Faints. Queue so long then just like that, can cry. And so we decided to go for lunch. I wanted to have Tori Q chicken ball. But we end up eating ICHIBAN SUSHI! *BURPS* After which I still went to buy 2 sticks of chicken ball before coming back to office. I feel so guilty. Ate so much. Die man. Oh ya, my mentor coming to see me next week. Must get ready all my stuffs so that I can survive her test! Pray hard for me people. Off to slack. Tomorrow need to come early. Urgh. Labels: my screwed up life.
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tiring.
Wednesday, July 23, 2008
23rd July 2008...As promised, my daily updates.......I'M MUNCHING BREAD AND COOKIES AT MY DESK NOW WHILE OTHERS ARE OUT FOR LUNCH..........AND THIS MEANS I AM STUCK IN OFFICE!........@#$%(&)&*(^_(*(^%(*&*%&*......Today is simply just busy busy busy busy! Got a email from my supervisor say he wants me to comeplete three purification runs by this week, one per day. This is like so unreasonable. The thing is so complicated and I am not sure how it works either. This is call BULLYING. I seriously wish he chokes on fish ball when he is eating! Today need to do OT again. That means I cannot go CO.. How? I also don't know. I did not touch my NYP songs for very long already. How!!! I need to practice. But my work don't permits me to. I seriously want more time for myself. Working now is very tough for me not emotionally but mentally and physically. I am mentally unstable as I am facing alot of stress. To add to that, I am suffering muscle ache from my napfa test. My thighs and back are aching like nobody's business. Totally don't feel like coming to work at all. Woke up and it was super windy and followed was HEAVY RAIN. GOODNESS RIGHT! Perfect weather for going back to sleep. But I can't *whines whines whines*.
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Lunch time over already... Sigh. Off to work again. BYE!
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Upcoming CSCO concert at esplanade!
Monday, July 21, 2008

All CO lovers! Take note!
Echoes of the Valley Chinese OrchestraPresents(火) Fire
In collaboration with Esplanade - Theatres on the Bay
DATE16 Aug 2008 Sat, 07:30PM
DURATION: Approx 120 mins (with intermission)
VENUE: Esplanade Concert Hall
TICKET PRICE (EXCLUDE BOOKING FEE)
Standard - S$20, S$15Box Seat - S$20
Concession - $12
Songs we will be playing:
Han Tian Lei
Zhong ruan solo [Yun Nan Hui Yi Movement 1 2 3]
Pipa solo [Gu Dao Sui Xiang]
Erhu solo [Sarasate Zigeunerweisen]
Erhu and Pipa Duet [Fire]
Sheng solo [Kong Que]
Please come and support the soloists & NYPCO pple!! =D
So hurry and get your tickets from sistics!
OK, I admit I copy the post from ben mei(jiawen) blog. XD
18th July 2008
Friday was JooYee last day at BTI. People come and go. Kind of sad. Office cliques only left with me, michelle, sabrina and darren. Oh dear.. Must grab more people in. After work, went to meet xing er and go down to airport to send amelia off to airport. She's going korea to flirt with men! (think she is flirting at this very moment). Think she will bring back a single eyelid korean boyfriend. Had popeye at T1 with amelia, and sent her off. I can still remember how she walk in the custom
section. She wave at us like some sua ku auntie, (cun gu aka village auntie). Is really super funny. Wonder why I have that kind of jie jie. Throw my face. She better bring a present back for me.
19th July 2008
On this bright Saturday morning, drag myself to srsco for rehearsal. I overslept and so I was late. Simple as that. Practice was not very productive for me. I just had to sit there and play with my eyes
closed. (I am not bragging la)
20th July 2008
Woke up early in the morning and went to cheng san for practice. I really need more practice in order to perform. The songs are so hard. Making me cry, whine. Help me!!!! After that went for lunch and cab down to srs with mel and start the final rehearsal and left for the event. That occupied my whole day.
21st July 2008
In office updating my blog. Time for some normal update, last week was a pretty hectic week for me. Busy chiong-ing for my FYP. And come to think of it, I'm left with 4 weeks only, and 2 weeks to presentation. I am so dead. Later got NAPFA test. YIKES!
Labels: concerts and stuff
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depression is setting in.
Friday, July 04, 2008
4th July 2008..Hello people. I am back. Its time for new updates about me and my life. Still doing my FYP at company now. I seriously think that I am going to be in deep sh**. I am like so way behind my schedule. Experiments are not turning out well as expected. What can I do man. Unreasonable Belgium supervisor is just plain lazy. Practically dumping his job to me despite knowing I am busy with my own project. OT and OT and more OT. Thats all I can predict. Can you imagine I need to work OT the whole of next week? I am not getting paid for my FYP and OT, and yet I need to work super hard. What is this man. The school is not doing anything to protect their students. And talking about OT, it just means that I will not be able to go back to CO. So many scores distributed, but I can tell you now, I have no confidence in all the songs. I seem to be not able to play well. Its not as if I do not want to pract but where can I find more time. Scores from nypco, csco. Its seriously driving me crazy. CSco concert coming up and I am still like smoking most of the time through the songs. Its really too hard. Its too challenging. Joining csco is suppose to train me up, but all I am feeling now is that I need practice, practice and more practice.!! I really cannot cope man. I need to time. Time is never enough. Seriously pissed with myself. I feel that I am really not capable of handling so many things. I just want to say that I am happy to have my clique to cheer me up. You know who you are. Thank you ya XE and E. =){ 10:03 PM }