reflection of the current life.
Tuesday, September 18, 2007
18th September 2007...I am surprise I had the sudden urge to blog. However, there is nothing in mind which I intend to blog out about which is kind of pathetic. So I have do some reflection. Things are really in a mess for me nowadays. And I don't know why. Everything seems so complicated. I need to know what I want. Till this very day, I still don't know what I want with my life. I don't seem to have any goal or motivation. I'm having the mentality of "live one day walk one step" aka "zou yi bu kan yi bu". There seems to be so many concerns up of my mind. People around me tend to tell me not to think so much and stay happy. But the thing here is that I didn't think about it BUT it pop out in my mind. I hate it so much when I wake up on a certain day and something bad pops out in my mind and that would totally ruin my perfect day. Enough of the crap, lets go into business. Everyone around me is like practically sick. CURSE YOU VIRUS! Just hope me sister and mum gets well soon! Results are coming out on friday. ARGH. I don't know what to say. Just hope I DON'T FAIL any module and that my GPA don't drop below 2.856. If I can clinch a 3.0 for GPA, I will be a good boy and work even harder. Also I mentioned about missing in alot of events, which I think nobody cares about it also. I just hope my friends will be fine too. HOPE YOU GIRLS CAN BE LIKE LAST TIME. Don't tell me is impossible or hard. I can't bear to see you all like that. As for CCA, don't even want to breathe a word about it. Totally SUCKS. Things are getting out of hand. I'm so going to get SCREWED big time.