Im LOUSY
Saturday, May 05, 2007
5th May 2007..WARNING: TODAY'S POST IS GOING TO BE DEPRESSING.
IF YOU DONT LIKE THIS TYPE OF POST THEN DUN READ!
Doing my reports half way and I came to blog. After a series
of events. I think that I am just plain LOUSY. I am a LOSER. I
feel so inferior. I want to change but its hard to change. Can
anyone tell me what to do. People around me dont seem to
understand me. Am I that hard to understand?? I really feel
depressed. And I mean it. Almost everyday is CO CO CO.
GET OUT OF MY LIFE! I had enough. I really had ENOUGH. I
want no more of CO. I am really tired. But who really
understands the pain I am going through.. I want to let
people know how I feel. But the things is I know once
I have said it out, people will look at me in a different way
which is not very positive. But I cant control how I feel.
Everthing thing just seems so wrong.