UPDATE
Thursday, April 26, 2007
26th April 2007...I know I have not been updating my blog. I am sorry to
those faithful readers of my blog (if there is any). School
has started for one week plus. The race is on once again.
You can see classmates giving you stress. REPORTS are
coming in one after another. This week actually I have 5
reports to complete. Its all due next week. But I have yet
to start on it. Today's my sectional practice. But I did not
go. I have my reason. I really want to withdraw from the
sydney trip. I know its kinda selfish to say this but I still
want to voice out. Going to cca almost everyday is like
becoming a torture to me now. Imagine a life goin to school
from morning 9am everyday and reach home at 10.30pm
every night. I simply have so much work to do and so little
time. Whenever I reached home, I want to do my work. But
I really am too TIRED to do. I just find that there is no
improvement despite the intensive training. So tell me,
whats the point? Also, I have began to realise that some
people are showing their true colour, just as I predicted.
I am going to safeguard myself from you. I hope I don't
have to be on the same stage as you. You are becoming a
power hungry demon in my vision. Stay away from me.
Now for some updates on the question that my alliance
and SA are asking me. The question is " when are you
two going to be friends again " To my friends, my answer
to you is a simple " I DON'T KNOW! " I told you guys the
reason already. Knowing him for 6 years, I know his pattern.
I will not give in this time. NOT EVEN THE LEAST BIT.