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Monday, February 05, 2007
5th Feb 2007...First of all. Today is ms geneviene de
birthday. So i shall be nice and wish her
HAPPY 19th BIRTHDAY. Hahas. Just now
after school was suppose to go ELP and
do the microbiology quiz. But the dumb
CMS got problem and so our "dear"
lecturer postpone it to friday.. I was
quite mad. Reason being that i had
study during the weekend for the test.
And now, its postpone. You can say i
practically wasted my weekends
studying for that quiz. Oh well, then
there is Oragnic Chemistry practical test
tomorrow. Hate it to the core. Because i
dont know how to start about it. Judging
by its name, a practical test would mean
a hands-on test. But its a theory based
paper. How could you call that a practical
test right? i feel so useless man.
Cannot cope with all these minor stress.
Cannot imagine about the semestral
exams man. All these are killing me.
So sick of everything man. There are just
too many things to remember and i cant
squeeze it all inside my brain. The
lecturers mentioned that the practical
test aint going to be easy. That made
me freak out just thinking about it.
Exams are practically around the
corner and i have yet start my revisions.
I dont seem to have the mood for
anything. But at the same time i am
worry i cant do well. People may say "if
you wanna do well u better start studying".
I know that and i want to do that too.
But the thing is that i cant concentrate.
And the worse of all is that i dont have
the mood. *grumbles*
Enough about studies. Lets talk about
some other things instead. My youngest
nephew is sick and that made everyone
in my house topsy-turvy. My mum's hand
has yet to heal after such a long and
dreadful period. Busy looking after my
sick nephew, my elder sis fall sick too.
And even i myself was not spared from
the "curse". I was sick on friday but
apprantly i feel better. But thinking of the
practical test tomorrow makes me feel
wobbly all over. Someone help me
please!! I cannot take anymore of these.
I cant wait for the exams to end. I
want my holidays more than anything
else man. *ponders for a moment*
Maybe not more than anything else. I
want my mum's hand to recover fast
and real soon. Also hope that my
nephew get well soon. Last but not least,
i would also like to wish that i can find my
motivation soon and mug. I really want to
do well. *sighs* Well, think i updated long
enough. Shall go and see what i can
prepare for my practical test. wish me
luck people. I need it desperately.
Take care, till next time.
a new start perhaps.