thinking..
Friday, October 13, 2006
13th OcToBeR 2006..
i have something to confess.
i thought about it already.
sometimes i say those words.
i have to force myself to say it.
i really can't find the feeling.
seriously speaking and honestly,
i, DANIEL TAN, cannot never be in love.
cause, my feelings were not so real.
i meant it in a way that, sometimes,
the feel is there, but sometimes it isnt.
i don't want to keep it from you.
thats why i blog it out. to my friends,
i will explain to you. really.
i want to cry out. i really want to.
another factor resulting to this is
.
.
.
.
.
SUSPECTION.
you think too much. that really scares me.
really. IT DOES. being with you was ok.
notice the comments i made.
those are signs that indicate my feelings.
every word i said was through consideration,
you witness my weak soul.
i was comforted.
i swear that every word i told you was real at that moment.
i don't want to cheat you.
thats why i am clarifying it now,
everytime you said " you are the one",
it totally ripped me apart.
those words carry a heavy consequence,
which i am not capable to handling.
forgive me wad i did now took me alot of courage,
thats all i can say. don't cry.
its not worth shedding tears for me.
i know u won't. i know you are strong,
thats why i told you.
after u have read this,
you should know what i want.
forget this. we won't work out.
cox. I CAN'T HANDLE RELATIONSHIPS.
sorry.
FCUK.
COPYRIGHT.
i have something to confess.
i thought about it already.
sometimes i say those words.
i have to force myself to say it.
i really can't find the feeling.
seriously speaking and honestly,
i, DANIEL TAN, cannot never be in love.
cause, my feelings were not so real.
i meant it in a way that, sometimes,
the feel is there, but sometimes it isnt.
i don't want to keep it from you.
thats why i blog it out. to my friends,
i will explain to you. really.
i want to cry out. i really want to.
another factor resulting to this is
.
.
.
.
.
SUSPECTION.
you think too much. that really scares me.
really. IT DOES. being with you was ok.
notice the comments i made.
those are signs that indicate my feelings.
every word i said was through consideration,
you witness my weak soul.
i was comforted.
i swear that every word i told you was real at that moment.
i don't want to cheat you.
thats why i am clarifying it now,
everytime you said " you are the one",
it totally ripped me apart.
those words carry a heavy consequence,
which i am not capable to handling.
forgive me wad i did now took me alot of courage,
thats all i can say. don't cry.
its not worth shedding tears for me.
i know u won't. i know you are strong,
thats why i told you.
after u have read this,
you should know what i want.
forget this. we won't work out.
cox. I CAN'T HANDLE RELATIONSHIPS.
sorry.
FCUK.
COPYRIGHT.