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Sunday, March 05, 2006
5th march 2006...first of all would like to wish cassie a very happi 18th birthdae. hahas. saw u yesterdae again.. hahas.
now lets do some proper blogging... on fri. i did not went to work cox xiping last minute cannot. so i dun wanna go work also. haiis. then bluff my mum sae bro sae dun need go todae. and i told my bro i got to go pol do something.. i knew my brother needed help but i jus dun wanna work fer him.. i mean i work until acheing all over and my skin tear at my shoulder... i give my mother face then go work de lor. haiis... then fri went back to scoo to see see... nth much though. except i was pissed by the fat ass... but who cares. HE'S a SUCKER.. i dun care wadeva that comes out from that filthy mouth of his. went with gary and jasmine and feng ni and sam and some other more tohougang mall and ate dinner. then went home.
yesterdae. went out with mel and feng ni to watch movie. i met mel first. jus so happen that my mum found out that i lied and screwed me. i didnt care. i went out with mel to meet FN.. then when we reach me and mel went to queue fer the tickets. but... the queue super long then FN came and we decided to watch rumor has it at 7.20 pm.. so we went rotting ard PS.. then later saw cassie and swee seng and we found out that we were all watching the same movie and were jus one row away from each other.. then later went home... reach home abt 9.40 i think... when i was at my door step. i saw my bro shoes..... something struck me.. i ask myself.. " is this my house?? am i part of it??" i ponder outsie awhile b4 i decided to open the door... i thought i was gonna get blasted wit machine guns and granites. but it turn out to be a cold war... then i went to bath and sleep..
todae woke up and they were all out.. i was home alone.. after noon went to big bro shop opening... rot ther until 3 and came home. my mum told me my bro sae i mus go work tomoro... i doubt it.. cox my bro nvr toke to me. not even a word. i skip dinner jus now to protest... till now... thsi moment when im writing this post.. im still thinking whether is this my home?? whether should i work tomoro??? i reali dunno... i dun wanna work alone lor... with those bangla workers.. it reali kills me. haiis. wad to do... well.. dunno sld i work tomoro????????? i reali dunno... someone help me.....